O...M...G!!!!!
I really can't believe the fact that It has been almost three weeks
since we came back from the long trip of 4 and half months. The first
week was gone very smoothly for nurturing our physical and mental
tiredness from the trip. The second week was passed even faster than the
first one while we were enjoying the true holiday mood on the beaches
around our home. The third week is also moving very fast as other ones
but I feel quite different. Yes, finally I am realising that the reality
is standing in front of my face and I don't know how to accept the
truth, 'I have to go to WORK! '. If anyone blames my attitude about
going back to work after such a long break, I don't have too many
things to argue or excuse myself but frankly, I feel even harder to
accept the fact than any other times. The long break doesn't seem to be
helpful to get back to the reality easier at all.
From the couple of days ago, I started feeling bit stressed by thinking about going back to work. I was overwhelmed that we could take the exceptionally long break and unconsciously forgot that I had to be back to the same spot when the leave has finished. However, as we all know, time is always brutally aurate and here I am. I am back from the dream trip and facing to my real life. How depressing it is! I am totally confused and uncertain about the morning when I have to dress up the working suit. I feel nervous like a little girl who is having a first day at school.
Didn't I mention that we need to be positive in my previous blog? Seriously, I am trying to keep my words but the dilemma between reality and dream life comes into my mind and constantly knock myself down. I know that I have no other options to replace the fact that I have to get up every day very early morning and drag myself to be a part of the disastrous traffic at this moment. I admit that I haven't found the way that can free me from the 9 to 5 rat race. Therefore all I can do is going back to the same spot and doing the same things which I wished to change. Have I sounded too dark?
Facing the reality is not always pleasure but I am not going to let the fact stressing me too much. What I am going to do handle the reality are,
1. Enjoy the rest of my break as much as possible as every single minute is too precious to miss.
2. Think positive way that having a job to be back is still less stressful than no job to go back.
3. Keep open mind for the new ideas.
4. Solve the problems one by one and step by step
5. Don't worry about things which I don't need to worry at this stage
6. Be proactive on new opportunities
7. Relax and keep exercising to remove the pressure of the reality
8. Be prepare for the next break
Am I feel better now? Certainly, yes! One of the reasons why I like writing is that I can re-examine my unclear thoughts and review my options. This process makes me feel more relaxed and prepared myself for future. Instead of being stressed or depressed, I will need to be ready for the opportunities in future.
What Dalai lama said is " if it can be solved there is no need to worry, if it can't be solved,
worry is of no use no" and I couldn't agree more. Let's face to the reality and get over it!
From the couple of days ago, I started feeling bit stressed by thinking about going back to work. I was overwhelmed that we could take the exceptionally long break and unconsciously forgot that I had to be back to the same spot when the leave has finished. However, as we all know, time is always brutally aurate and here I am. I am back from the dream trip and facing to my real life. How depressing it is! I am totally confused and uncertain about the morning when I have to dress up the working suit. I feel nervous like a little girl who is having a first day at school.
Didn't I mention that we need to be positive in my previous blog? Seriously, I am trying to keep my words but the dilemma between reality and dream life comes into my mind and constantly knock myself down. I know that I have no other options to replace the fact that I have to get up every day very early morning and drag myself to be a part of the disastrous traffic at this moment. I admit that I haven't found the way that can free me from the 9 to 5 rat race. Therefore all I can do is going back to the same spot and doing the same things which I wished to change. Have I sounded too dark?
Facing the reality is not always pleasure but I am not going to let the fact stressing me too much. What I am going to do handle the reality are,
1. Enjoy the rest of my break as much as possible as every single minute is too precious to miss.
2. Think positive way that having a job to be back is still less stressful than no job to go back.
3. Keep open mind for the new ideas.
4. Solve the problems one by one and step by step
5. Don't worry about things which I don't need to worry at this stage
6. Be proactive on new opportunities
7. Relax and keep exercising to remove the pressure of the reality
8. Be prepare for the next break
Am I feel better now? Certainly, yes! One of the reasons why I like writing is that I can re-examine my unclear thoughts and review my options. This process makes me feel more relaxed and prepared myself for future. Instead of being stressed or depressed, I will need to be ready for the opportunities in future.
What Dalai lama said is " if it can be solved there is no need to worry, if it can't be solved,
worry is of no use no" and I couldn't agree more. Let's face to the reality and get over it!
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