Any reason, I have been in a slack mood since the last
picture. Whole month what I have done is only a simple sketch for the next
picture and I am still not quite ready for the colouring. Lack of passion? Lack
of commitment? Lack of self-assurance? Just being lazy? Maybe, little bit of
everything. I have been trying to refresh myself but unfortunately the efforts
were not really effective. So I decided to put this picture which I delayed to
show for a month.
Even though I put same efforts and love into this picture as
any others, honestly I didn’t get satisfied enough from this picture and the
feeling discouraged me to paint more. Facing unsatisfactory picture is hurting
as I put loads of love into. I know that I need to learn how to deal with ups
and downs, and approve ‘Non perfect’ can be also acceptable as nothing is
perfect. Too long excuses… may be… I don't feel still confident enough to show
this but let me share with you to get fresh energy for the next one.
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